Abba Father Family Disciples

God didn't let me break (still heals)

There were nights I sat in the dark alone
With a heart so heavy it felt like stone
Trying to smile when I was falling apart
Holding together a shattered heart
I had pain I never knew how to say
So I carried it deeper every day
And the more I fall just to stay okay
The more it I felt I was slipping away
Bills on the table fear in my chest
Too much pressure too little rest
Kept telling everybody I'll be fine
While quietly losing my mind
And I swear there were moments I was done
Too tired to fight too weak to run
Right when I thought I'd hit the end
God stepped in again
When I had no strength left in these hands
When I couldn't even understand
How I was still breathing through the ache
That's when I knew

God didn't let me break
When life pushed hard and my faith got faith
When I was bent but not erased
God didn't let me break
God didn't let me fall when I had nothing left at all
He held the pieces through it all
God didn't let me break

There were mornings I could barely rise
With silent tears behind my eyes
Trying to pray with an empty soul
Asking God just to make me whole
I wore my hurt like a hidden chain
Learned how to laugh while carrying pain
Nobody knew how close I came to giving up on everything
But Grace kept showing up somehow
Even when I couldn't feel it then
And mercy stayed when I was weak
When I didn't have a prayer to speak
I should have folded under all that weight
I should have drowned in all that pain
But somehow through every scar I faced
God didn't let me break
When I had no words left I could say
And no more tears left I could pray
When all I had was hurt and faith that's when I knew

God didn't let me break
When life pushed hard and my faith got faint
When I was bent but not erased
Oh God didn't let me break
God didn't let me fall
When I had nothing left at all
He held the pieces through it all
God didn't let me break

I've been bruised I've been worn
I've been lost I've been torn
I've had nights I couldn't sleep in battles buried deep
But everytime I almost gave in
God reached down and pulled me in
When I was weak oh He stayed the same
Oh that's why I'm here
Oh that's why I can say
If I'm still standing it's only by Grace
If I'm still breathing it's only because
He kept me He held me He carried me
When I couldn't carry myself Oh

God didn't let me break... (my faith got faith)

When the pressure should have taken me
And all the hurt was breaking me
His hand was still making a way
God didn't let me break
God didn't let me break
No He didn't let me break
So if you're tired if you're hurting
If you feel like life is trying to tear you apart
Hold on
Because the same God who kept me can keep you too
God didn't let me break

God still heals